when I’m stable long enough, I start to look around for love…

I don’t know what’s wrong with me, somehow I woundup in a presdo relaitionship with some chirstian nutcase.

well she hasn’t ever told me aout chirst love and all that bull shit, but she says every sunday she has to go to church. inspite of the more fun things she might be choseing to do. which is ok, but she’s always busy evey other damm day. 

providing me with an easy way to get to meet her, go to church with her. 

that’s a big no for me.

and yet inspite of her calling me and texting me reperiedly, I think I’ve finailly got her on the run, as I’ve been two three interviews for jobs in so cal, and Ive got another interview for next tues,and an interview for next tues for houre la, and an upcoming interview for a postion in tx.  so I’m hoping I get one of these jobs. 

‘ cuase I’m tierd of going out to my car, finding it nice enough to sit in the car with the windows down and settle in to read a book, and returning to work soaked in sweat.  this humidity is fucking killing me, and it hasn’t even gotten here yet, the high temp for the moment is like 81. it’s going to get over 100, pretty much garanteed….

well only 37 more days till I take a vacation to colorado.

np:Pink Triangle, wezeer

I’m dumb, she’s a lesbian, we were good as married in my mind, but married in my mind’s no good.