not in our name

I should be happy, I’ve finially got some interveiws, some leads on a new job, I’m turning thirty tomarrow to,

but i’m not happy.  And I’m not really sure why.

I finially got out of the house and exericeised today, Had a nice little hike with ryan.    Co really is beatufiull this time of year.  I have the day off tomarrow, and I’ve got an interveiw at nist, right accross from my old house,  I’ve still got the job up in eststes park too, she still hasn’t made a discion on that one either.  I am currently with out a motor bike, but there is this one that keeps poping up on cragslist that is the excat same as mine for $1500, and a new one isn’t out of the question either, 10K can buy a really nice bike….

 

in retrospect, I actually am starting to have enjoyed going to cali, I wouldn’t want to do it again or anything, but more so than the I’m glad I went, I’m actually glad I was forced (it was my best friends wedding, I had to go) to go.   and I’m stil extoridnarrily happy for you, and for your bride, anyone who wears chuck talors to her own (traditional) wedding is ok in my book:)

but i’m still unhappy.  maybe I just need to get laid?

 

NP not in our name, DJ spooky